Negativity
I know I’ve been posting a lot of negative things in here lately (or always), but things aren’t all that bad. It’s just that I’m only in a bad mood or something when I feel like posting here. Otherwise I’ll just say something on my LiveJournal.
So don’t worry, I’m not depressed or anything, but I can’t be cheerful and happy all the time :)
Although maybe I was mildly depressed or something before Christmas, for a whole bunch of reasons. First, I hate winter and the cold, and it started early and cold this year. My girlfriend decided to break up with me (something done and gone, and not really needing much more discussion). And I was working at Wal-Mart during the crazy Christmas seasons. That would be enough to drain the energy out of anybody.
But I’ve got lots of positive things in my life to think about now. I’ve been reading a lot more since Christmas, finally. Still only averaging a book every two weeks, but it’s better than not reading at all. I use to read quite a lot. I have some newer friends I’ve been talking to lately, and that’s always good. An enjoyable part of my day. The weather is finally getting better, after our 7 months or so of cold, bitter winter. I have some possible ideas for making a little extra money, with little effort or investment. I have to put those into action real soon. I finally have an aquarium with some cool fish - something I’ve been wanting to get for a while now.
Things could always be better of course, but the trick is in not worrying about things like that. Just try to be happy being as happy as you are now. Or something :) so, I’m not too worried. I’m happy now.