*sigh*
I’ve been sitting here thinking to myself that my whole computer setup is annoying and crap. Lots of little things could use upgrading, but I just don’t really care much. I recently got Pentium Pro and Ultra 5 systems, yet I hardly use them for anything. Or even my own computer for that matter. Mostly just chatting and listening to music. Nothing really needing upgrading other than the hard drive, to store more music.
Part of it might be that I just don’t have anything else in mind to spend spare money on. I don’t have a girlfriend. I don’t have a car (or even my license right now) – I live within walking distance of work, so I don’t really need one right now. I live in an apartment, so I can’t even save up to do any type of renovations. I’d like to go back to school at some point, but not right now. I have more than enough books to read at the moment, and little time for reading. I don’t get to see my friends often, because I work nights and weekends (might have occasional weekends off at some point, but I’m not holding my breath).
Another part might be that I’m off tonight (and tomorrow), and I haven’t been doing much of anything all night. Including talking to anybody for the last few hours. So I’ve been bored. Completely my own fault. But It looks like it’s going to be a nice day, so maybe I’ll go for a bike ride soon and take some pictures.
I suppose some people might think it’s some sign of depression, but it’s more like boredom. Maybe I just need some longer-term goals, because right now I don’t have any at all.
On a computer related note, I do want to upgrade my server. Right now it’s been suffering due to a slow hard drive and CPU, and not enough RAM. But upgrading that is going to mean reinstalling things (since the system itself is a bit of a mess right now), and I’m not really in the mood for that.